My Soul Progress (What is this life for?)
“Perhaps someday the revelations will burst in upon me and I will see the other side of this monumental grotesque joke. And then I’ll laugh. And then I’ll know what life is. –”
Sylvia Plath (Journals of Sylvia Plath 1950-62)
Friday afternoon (17 October), I was frantically getting my things together to catch the city bus to go downtown Oshawa. I gathered my stuff from my bed into my knapsack than loaded it on my back, and as I turned to go out my bedroom door – I step in a queer way that buckled my right leg backwards and I fell forward in a haphazardly way. My leg would soon recover, but I strained a tendon in my left lower back. I am still healing, but I know its a process and will be better soon.
When ever I do something clumsily, lost something, or just had a surgery; I would pray to God to help me to be more discipline to His divine light, because I want live correctness without the need to suffer or dramatize it. Thus, I need to accept my own divinity as a soul-living being (not a person); I have to live with faith, and act to the desires of my soul purpose. Simply, I need to root myself in the Most High. Otherwise, I will continue to live desperate and be in vain. You reap what you sow. Its not easy. 🙂