Confession of an Existentialist

I have a queer feeling of neutrality, yet I desire the opportunities to be happy. I read, study, take notes, discuss, but it hasn’t lead me to being happy. What I know from discussions and reading books – will not make me happy. The “happiness” I desire comes from my heart as a thought form received from the Most High! For Substance is Cosmiuc Intelligence that induces my spirit substance to be “thoughts that create reality.” I want to live in a thought not as a object. I want to make sense of “life principles” and live heaven on earth. I pray to purge suffering, because I know it still in the shadow over looking these words.

Oh, my soul.  I LOVE YOU!

Confession of an Existentialist
My thoughts are received
from contemplating with the Source;
Thus, my mind does not reside
in the brain (its non-local).

Thinking is detrimental
because thinking is motion
and motion is a function of thought
and not a fact.

To think is to know substance
to be just thinking
your thought won’t exist.

You want to contemplate and be inspired,
this happens as the heart
beats the mind
as your relationship to know
divine love.

This is the Truth:
Cosmic Intelligence is the substance that runs through
everything (animate and inanimate); Be open to the Source
and allow an unlimited reservoir of wisdom and abundance to make your
life principle: Heaven on Earth.

Only you can build the foundation
of knowledge to have the abilities to receive His gifts of
happiness and glory
and be The Great I Am.




About adamryanwhite11

Adam Ryan White, born Wednesday, April, 15, 1981. An Aries, Rooster and Life Path 2. He is a poet, entrepreneur, karaoke crooner and bohemian. He makes his home in Oshawa.

Posted on January 27, 2015, in poetry and tagged . Bookmark the permalink. 1 Comment.

  1. Reblogged this on Existential Nothingness and commented:
    My late night discernment about wanting to be a thought not an object.

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